First warning: this post contains rants an rambles and whatever thing that might bore you.

( The So-Called Post )

Perhaps I will be less active in lj for the next week or so, I need more sleep :D

Dear people-who-happen-to-stumble-on-my-jounal :D

It has been such a long time since the last time I rambled on my journal, so prepare yourself for a blast XD

( On My Weekend )

Yuh, so you can say I have a wonderful weekend ^_^ move on to the next issue.

( On Fanfictions )

It has been raining non-stop lately. We even got some flood. I even got stuck 4 hours in traffic when I went back from work last Friday. I love the rain, but at least I hope I would already be home, where it's warm and dry and comfortable, when the rain is falling outside.

...and somehow I want to write some America/England good old revolution fic >___>

I feel really really exhausted somehow, which is strange because it's not like I'm having a lot of work to do lately. Perhaps it's just the weather. Perhaps my body is just being difficult. Perhaps I'm *twitches* getting old.

But at the same time, I also felt somewhat giggly like I've consumed a lot of sugar at once. Can you all imagine it? To feel deadly tired but want to giggle every damn second without any apparent reason.

Yuh... let's see if this absurd... thing would pass soon...

So...

Got this meme from frames_in_aria

Leave me a comment saying "rainbow"
I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you better.
Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions.

She gave me these question:
1. One series that you like but not anime?
2. What would you think your husband will be? Lol
3. A thing about you that you think I don't know
4. Your favorite perfume
5. Describe your dream house in the future

Before I answer it, let me first say: wtf, Ma'am??? XDDDD

( Answers be Here )

Those things aside, my assignment for usxuk Secret Santa has arrived. I actually laughed when I saw my assignment XDDD oh, man, this will be fun!

Dear all,

I've been thinking of something, about writing and warning. I know that certain things are supposed to be warned about in one's writing (when I say writing I mostly refer to fanfictions). But sometimes, there are cases that left me being confused.

( A Thought on Consent )

That thing aside, tomorrow would be a busy day for me. I'll be having some job interview and for the rest of the day I would be helping out my friend with her wedding celebration. Oh, yes, wedding, wonderful thing. But for the people behind the scene, it was tiring -___-;; but I shall never complain, eh? Today is fun so far. I'm really in the mood for writing lately, but somehow I could not find the time to do it. And I think now is the perfect time for me to have some theatrical fall and mumble 'life isn't fair' while the light dims considerably.

*blinks**dims the light*

Life isn't fair.

*sighs*

Dear friends, wheresoever you are,

This thought came to me when I edited and prepared the fifth chapter of my Hetalia fic. As my eyes skimmed over those words I've written, I became aware of something that I have not really noticed before.

( Why Is It That I So Often Write Fics About Marriage? )

That aside, I really need to get home. Sigh.

Dear people who somehow stumble upon my journal,

Lately I'm really incoherent. Not that it's something new or, like, an earth shattering phenomena, but... yeah. I'm incoherent. And I cannot spell. Mostly. And the worst thing is when I stared at my misspelled word/phrase/thing/whatever, I had no... you know, tingling-tingling-feeling that told me that the word/phrase/thing/whatever is spelled incorrectly. And only when someone else pointed it out at me did I think 'ah, yes, uh, sorry, misspelled'.

That also happened when I tried to speak, as in, I want to say something, but what's coming out from my mouth is another thing. Screw Freudian slip, I don't think it can explain how I meant to say 'so' and what's out is 'ge' >_>

...

Yeah, anyone ever having similar problem?

Edited to add:
I posted another fic today. Whew!

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Title : When a Simple ‘I Love You’ Just Cannot Do
Author : slashy_lady, edited by frames_in_aria, much thanks
Rating : PG13
Character(s)/Pairing(s) : America and England
Disclaimers : The characters involved in this story do not belong to us, nor do they have any connection to real nation(s). No infringement intended.
Warning : General sap
Note : Written for leriko_rasen, posted for public under her permission.
Some Kind of Summary: America always thought that he was a hero and a hero should be able to do everything, including proposing the love of his life. Yet Fate seemed not to agree with the notion and America found how his every attempt was thwarted, for lack of better word, awesomely.
In This Chapter: America found out that things worse than terrorism actually existed.

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Previous Chapter(s): Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3

Chapter 4

...why did I decide to go to work when I know that I'm still having this stupid stomach flu that seems to hate me with a vengeance?

I think I would throw up my lunch any second now. Eugh.

Oh, btw, to make this post less whining and more meaningful, I just updated my USxUK fic, you know which one. Yeah, that...

...

...I wonder if I ask for a permission to go home early, will they give it to me?

A quick post!

Er, yeah, a quick post. Just to inform you that I'm currently having some fever... and gastritis... perhaps the fever is due to gastritis, as well as the headache... oh, wait, I haven't mentioned that I had a headache...

...but why do i need to inform you guys about that?

Oh, well...

Dear journal, friends, strangers, or even friengers,

Today is pretty nice so far :D after my not-going-to-office yesterday, I presumed I would face a huge pile of work waiting for me. But it turned out not to be the case. Sure, there's still a pile, but said pile is not really as huge as what I previously imagined. Er... yeah, do you get that?

And last night, I had some curious dreams. Yes. Dreams as in plural. ( Dreams about earthquake and Trudeau and USxUK and me winning the grand prize in a TV quiz. )

Seriously, subconscious mind!

And today I posted another chapter of my fic :D I so can do fast update!

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Title : When a Simple ‘I Love You’ Just Cannot Do
Author : slashy_lady, edited by frames_in_aria, much thanks
Rating : PG13
Character(s)/Pairing(s) : America and England
Disclaimers : The characters involved in this story do not belong to us, nor do they have any connection to real nation(s). No infringement intended.
Warning : General sap
Note : Written for leriko_rasen, posted for public under her permission.
Some Kind of Summary: America always thought that he was a hero and a hero should be able to do everything, including proposing the love of his life. Yet Fate seemed not to agree with the notion and America found how his every attempt was thwarted, for lack of better word, awesomely.
In This Chapter: America found out that Shakespeare was not really the epitome of romance. Honestly.

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Previous Chapter(s): Chapter 1

Chapter 2

I start to really hate COBIT and COSO and their relatives >_> geh. IT governance and auditing are not fun. Oh, and have some poem:

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

A Dream Within a Dream, i-xi
Edgar Allan Poe

System.out.println("Hello World!");

I'm in my geek mood, please do pardon me -___-;; I feel really tired today and I think it's only natural considering that:
1. I've been having this stupid migraine since Thursday. It's better now but still... it's annoying.
2. I have just reached home. Been out of town for my sister's graduation. It was fun, yes, very much so, but also tiring, YES, VERY much so :p
3. I have so much workload T_T darn it... I hate data comparison, it's a nasty job

Yeah, BUT:
Today I finally posted that fic I did for leriko_rasen's birthday. See, sister, I've posted it :D if ay of you want to read it, let me show you the way:
Title : When a Simple ‘I Love You’ Just Cannot Do
Author : slashy_lady, edited by frames_in_aria, much thanks
Rating : PG13
Character(s)/Pairing(s) : America and England
Disclaimers : The characters involved in this story do not belong to us, nor do they have any connection to real nation(s). No infringement intended.
Warning : General sap
Note : Written for leriko_rasen, posted for public under her permission.
Some Kind of Summary: America always thought that he was a hero and a hero should be able to do everything, including proposing the love of his life. Yet Fate seemed not to agree with the notion and America found how his every attempt was thwarted, for lack of better word, awesomely.
In This Chapter: America found out that searching for some engagement ring in Paris is not a good idea.

Chapter 1

Oh, and I cut my hair today XDD perhaps tomorrow when I'm coherent enough I will ramble about my weekend. For now, I need sleep -___-;;

I got this meme from leriko_rasen and who am I to deny her anything?

Snog, shag, marry and throw off a cliff.

So I was given Lelouch, Suzaku, America, England :D nice pick, sister! And facing this somewhat hard choice, I'd say:

Snog: England. Hands down. He's the best kisser out there, somehow I believe that, and I'd like to feel how gentlemanly he is when he kisses someone.
Shag: America. Kinda want to know how awesome he is in bed :D
Marry: Lelouch. Then I can be a noble lady, marrying a prince and all that :D and I wouldn't have to worry about cooking or house chores. Nice.
Throw off a cliff: Suzaku. He's adorable and somehow I can forgive myself for throwing him off the cliff by saying that 'well, he kinda looks forward to his death, what's with that geass making him unable to die...'

There. Me is done with the meme. Now... back to work I guess...

And I am still trying to finish your gift, sister! The finish line is near! I can see it!!!

...wish me luck??

Dear friend, far off, my lost desire,

That's surely not my line, nope, borrowed it :D but this entry is mine so you better be prepared. Lately I'm rambling a lot. And it's not like today I suddenly decide to cut off my rambling. No, Sir, as you can see I still enjoy the magnificent concept of verbiage way too much to be considered healthy.

But I least I am still considerate enough about the condition of your friend page so the rest of my rambling shall go ( Behind this cute little lj cut )

Today, I posted a fic. My very first official Hetalia fic (those drabbles don't count, they're drabbles, not fic). Whew. Thank leriko_rasen for encouraging me to write for this fandom :D and uh, sister, if you happen to read this, perhaps if you join me in hoping, I would be able to send your gift tomorrow. But until that time, could I maybe placate you with this simple USxUK one shot:

Title: White Christmas
Author: slashy_lady
Rating: PG
Character(s)/Pairing(s): America and England
Disclaimers: The characters involved in this story do not belong to me, nor do they have any connection to real nation(s). No infringement intended.
Warning: None, unless you think of very out of season Christmas fic as something deserves to be warned about.

...did I just try to pimp my fic? Oh, dear me XDD

Hah!

I feel somewhat better now and no one actually suffer from (physical) harm. Yes. Perfect. So...

I would like to wish leriko_rasen a very happy birthday. We may just know each other for a short time, but I can say in all honesty that our time together is pleasant so far ^_^. In you I find a friend to cherish, a sister to love, a partner in crime to rule the world, a fellow dreamer to dream together. I wish you to find your happiness and if I can do something to ensure you your happiness, then surely I will do it. And if I am allowed a simple wish in your birthday, let me hope so that you would find in me a great friend just like what I found in you.

PS: I would try to finish your somewhat lame birthday gift soon >_> I have no excuse for my tardiness else than the fact that I'm... well, tardy XD

Oh, and bloodyneutral, if you happen to read this entry, please rest assured. I would write your prompt soon. Sorry if it takes a long time because... well, I'm a bit lazy lately -___-;;

I am so not having a good day.

Now, I'm off to torment some people and after I see enough suffering, I would go back and post some other things because, honestly, there are actually many things that I need to say.

Fuck this internet connection!

I did say I would write kasumicc's drabble soon, did I not?

So, yes, today I deliver dear kasumicc her drabble(s) according to the request she made for my drabble meme HERE:

( Cat, A Lelouch+Suzaku Drabble -- Version 1 )

( Cat, A Lelouch+Suzaku Drabble -- Version 2 )

Two drabbles as usual, hon, hope you enjoy them. It's platonic, just like what you asked ^___^ oh, and some kind of notification, I have shared those Hetalia drabbles I wrote for you guys in the community. This way, I cannot say that I never write for Hetalia anymore :D thanks for prompting me to write and giving me permission to share them! Next I think I would also share my other drabbles... hem...

By the way, I mentioned how this was the last prompt in my list but I was so mistaken. Another prompt just came. That means I would be busy making some drabble again. Fun :D

I'm trying to hone my skill in speed-writing >_> I only have several days until October 15, leriko_rasen's birthday. I promised her some 5+ chapters of USxUK fic (am I a masochist; am I not a masochist) and working on it for *counts* four days so far only results in 8000+ words of unedited fic. Gah! Sister, I really mean it, it seems your birthday present this year would be really really late!

I just found out:

1. That my friend at work who happens to like Hetalia is also a Reborn fan. Nice.
2. That said same friend also has a penchant for classic lit and myth (and when I say classic, I'm talking about Ovid and such like). Nice.
3. That my current bank account looks amazingly good. Nice.
4. That I don't have any work to do (as in office work) for the weekend. Nice.
5. That the kick-off meeting progressed really well today. Nice.
6. That I think I can go home early today. Nice!

So, all in all. Today is:
Nice.

:D

I am really really busy today. Not necessarily work-related-kind-of-busy, but... yeah, there's work and many other things... I'm starting to be incoherent now.

Stealing some time to post this only to announce:

Happy birthday, chocobo_ed, may your life ahead be plentiful and full of happiness. Apologize for not being able to give you any birthday gift.

Cannot write any drabble today. But I would surely do your drabble, kasumicc!

...did my boss just say he wanted me to do cross checking across those D&A documents? Nah... that must be my own delusional mind. I REFUSE to acknowledge the order >_>

...cannot run fast enough. Darn.

Caffeine: is bad, people.

Dear those of you in my f-list who happen to see this entry,

Today is pretty ordinary so far. I have finished my deadlines yesterday and my current workload is pretty light compared to last week. So I have the time to write these drabbles for my dear sister, leriko_rasen according to her request for the drabble meme HERE:

( Freeloading, a Prussia/Canada Drabble -- Version 1 )

( Freeloading, a Prussia/Canada Drabble -- Version 2 )

Two drabbles like usual, sister dearest. My first time ever writing for Prussia/Canada. Next I shall do the meme for kasumicc and that would be the last prompt in my list. Whew!

Anyway, I want to ask you guys whose delightful prompts have encouraged me into writing these drabbles (especially Hetalia prompts, seeing that the majority of prompts I got are Hetalia prompts). I have a mind to post these drabbles to my writing journal and share them in the community for the greater public to see. Do I have your permission?

...though, yeah, I would have to edit several things before I do that for I'm sure there have to be numerous some mistakes I made in those drabbles XDD

Dear all of you people who wants to share my embarrassment with me,

Yesterday I accidentally kissed some stranger on the bus.

As cracky/wtf/oh-that-can-be-the-start-of-a-beautiful-love-story it was, the fact remains that it was effing embarrassing >_>

So, the premises are:
1. It was an overly crowded bus.
2. The bus driver suddenly decided it would be fun to hit the brake.
3. People inside the bus were stumbling and cursing and things.
4. I was stumbling and cursing and nearly falling on my ass, BUT
5. Some guy caught me.

Thus:
1. I fell into his embrace.
2. My lips somehow grazed the corner of his lips as his lips mine.
3. Cue embarrassing moment >_>

I think I mumbled something like 'I'm sorry' or 'thank you' or whatever (can't really remember, too busy being embarrassed). And I think he mumbled something back (again, can't remember). Thankfully the people inside that bus seemed too busy cursing/trying-not-to-fall/falling to notice what happened between... um, us (I guess, or perhaps I hope). And... yeah, he released me and we went on trying to pretend nothing happened (at least that's what I did).

It was embarrassing, yes (you can do some drinking game with the word 'embarrassing' I typed in this post), but I don't know now if I should laugh or cringe ^___^;;

...did you laugh or did you cringe when you read this post, dear f-list??